When people say ''enak ya kuliah di Jerman''

Banyak orang yang mengutarakan statement ini ke gue, entah itu dari sodara jauh, temen, kerabat orangtua, pokoknya banyak orang lainnya deh.

First thing first, you may don't know how much I struggle to stay alive here and what kind of sh*t I have to face everyday. I usually posted some good things about my life here, because I don't want to show others how hard my life is here. But, please don't compare these case to another countries because, yes it is Germany.

You may don't know how hard it is to speak and learn Germany, until you can't speak or write English anymore. Yes, it does really happen to me, my English now is very catastrophic. Ketika lu ada di kelas bahasa Inggris dan lagi forum diskusi dan ada presentasi kecil gitu, dan bahasa yg keluar di mulut lu malah Deutsch bukan English. Atau terkadang malah suka kecampur-campur satu sama lain.

You also may don't know how much I struggle to compete with other foreigners to get a chair in college, to study hard until I could finish it in 2 Semesters and wouldn't be dropped out. I also have to pass the final exam with a very good grade and to compete again with another Germans at the University so I wouldn't be dropped out. Moreover, I also need to take care of households (which is I've never done before) and also some permission issues, to live just by myself here and there are so many things that you can't understand. 

Kadang suka kesel sendiri, ngeliat temen2 yang kuliah di indo suka ngeluh. Kuliah memang susah si ga ada yang gampang. Tapi........Ya kalian kuliah di indo gitu, ya at least setidaknya masih pake bahasa ibu, bukan dengan bahasa lain. Jadi bersyukurlah. 

I also sometimes worry a lot and think about giving up like million times, tapi ya gue udah berjuang sejauh ini, dan bisa dibilang ini masih awal banget. Dan toh gue juga yang memilih untuk ke sini. Rasanya sayang banget kalo nyerah.

Gue juga pernah kok ngerasa minder, ketika temen-temen gue di indo udh masuk semester 4 dan sebentar lagi mau lulus, sementara gue baru masuk bangku kuliah. Tapi, ya gabisa lah dibandingin sistem kuliah disini sama di indo (ya cobain aja deh sini). Tapi, pengalaman, mindset, system, ilmu dan masih banyak lagi hal yang gue dapet disini gabisa dituker sama di indo.

Well, enak kok kuliah di Jerman. You may say I'm insane but I don't regret it at all :>

PS: Untuk semua pelajar Indo yg disini, jangan nyerah obwohl es mega schwer ist. Hauptsache vergleich es einfach mit dem indonesischen Pädagogiksystem. Es gibt ja überhaupt kein Vergleichbares. Semangat terus!!!! Apalagi buat gue, udh H-2bulan Klausurphase di semester pertama. Toi toi toi!!!!

*maafkan bahasanya campur aduk hihi